!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesyesyesyesyes that's it that's it that's it

i know what to do

I won't take English at all next year [since I have 40 english credits already, even though they're not all college-prep] and i won't apply to colleges. Or maybe I won't take Calc instead and take English after all, so I don't forget how to write.

I'll take classes at De Anza for a year or two after high school, which will give me more than enough time to decide what I want to do by the time I get to be a college Junior.

This seems so perfect. Don't ruin it for me.