Tuesday, March 30, 2004

lucy found this- it's purely for amusement

I FEEL PRETTY
MARIA
I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty,
I feel pretty and witty and bright!
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me tonight.

I feel charming,
Oh, so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel!
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real.

See the pretty girl in that mirror there:
Who can that attractive girl be?
Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!

I feel stunning
And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!

GIRLS
Have you met my good friend Maria,
The craziest girl on the block?
You'll know her the minute you see her,
She's the one who is in an advanced state of shock.

She thinks she's in love.
She thinks she's in Spain.
She isn't in love,
She's merely insane.

It must be the heat
Or some rare disease,
Or too much to eat
Or maybe it's fleas.

Keep away from her,
Send for Chino!
This is not the
Maria we know!

Modest and pure,
Polite and refined,
Well-bred and mature
And out of her mind!

MARIA
I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty
That the city should give me its key.
A committee
Should be organized to honor me.

GIRLS
La la la la . . .

MARIA
I feel dizzy,
I feel sunny,
I feel fizzy and funny and fine,
And so pretty,
Miss America can just resign!

GIRLS
La la la la . . .

MARIA
See the pretty girl in that mirror there:

GIRLS
What mirror where?

MARIA
Who can that attractive girl be?

GIRLS
Which? What? Where? Whom?

MARIA
Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!

GIRLS
Such a pretty me!

ALL
I feel stunning
And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!

Saturday, March 27, 2004

turns out there's a song..

i assume that the book was titled after the song (in that case the song must be old and famos)

Garth Brooks
Go Tell It On The Mountain

Go tell it on the mountain
Over the hills and far away
Go tell it on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born

The shepherds all were watching
Over their sheep at night
When a guiding star shone from heaven
And the followed that holy light

Got tell it on the mountain
Over the hills and everywhere
Go tell it on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born
They found a lovely manger
Where the humble Christ was born
And God sent out salvation
On that blessed Christmas morn

Go tell it on the mountain
Over the hills and everywhere
Go tell it on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born

He brought with Him forgiveness
He live to show us the way
He came to redeem all creation
And to wash all our sins away

Go tell it on the mountain
Over the hills and everywhere
Go tell it on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born




one dragon that won't be able to fly

Green Dragon
You are a green dragon. YOu dwell in the forest and
you love peace. You don't often bother yourself
with human affairs but you love to help when
needed.


Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!)
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*note to victoria- walter is wanted in the wc forum

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Silver Dragon
You are a silver dragon. The rarest kind of dragon.
YOu are noble yet avoid humans as much as
possible. You are the guardian of the
defensless and you rule the skies.


Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!)
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so.
hi.
bye.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

yay for being able to choose groups (this is apush)

FIRSTS
First job: no official ones so far- first none official one as a babysetter
First screen name: cherrycokezsx
First funeral: none
First pet: goldfish
First piercing/tattoo: none
First credit card: none
First Kiss: none
First one that mattered: first ones? my parents? eh?
First love: none
First enemy: myself?
First big trip: summer trip going to southern china when i was....5?
First concert: none
First musician you remember hearing in your house: those little kiddie tape my mom got for me- i don't know who sang it (it was in chinese)

LAST
Last car ride: 2 weekends ago with my parents to the library
Last library book checked out: jane eyre & light and shadows
Last movie watched: pirates of carribean (over winter break- tells you a lot about me doesn't it)
Last beverage drank: not water then...this thing called "botanical beverage" *shrug*
Last food consumed: noodles i made for lunch
Last phone call: my dad to ask his permission to take 2 tylenols. heh.
Last CD played: "wonderland" (it's instrumental)
Last soda drank: sprite
Last ice cream eaten: healthy choice's caramel ice cream sandwiches
Last shirt worn: white long sleeved
Last website visited: the wc forum

NOW
Sex: female
Birthday: july 29, 1987
Sign: leo
Siblings: none
Hair colour: black
Eye colour: supposidly black *shrug* it's NOT reddish brown
Shoe size: 6-7
Height: 5'2" i think

RIGHT NOW, WHAT ARE YOU
Wearing: blue sports jacket, another white shirt, sweatpants, socks, watch
Thinking about: my friends (i just read the results posted)
Listening to: the traffic outside

-W I T H .T H E. P R E F E R R E D. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: i agree with lucy- their expression
[last person you slow danced with?]: none. i can't dance.

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: n/a
[easiest to talk to]: ...

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: no.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: dad
[hugged]: don't remember
[you instant messaged]: lusine i think
[you laughed with]: kerithana? i don't know how to spell her name- in apush

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer]: yeah. but going back to writing all the essays and mails by hand would be hard work
[what's your favorite foods?]: chinese food in general
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional i think, physical pain is easier to block out

-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken?]: 0
[of boys I have kissed?]: 0
[of girls I have kissed?]: 0
[of drugs taken illegally?]: 0
[of tight friends?]: *grin*
[of cd's that I own?]: does programs cds count?
[of scars on my body?]: 2 that i know of, 3 if i'm not careful this summer.
[of things in my past that I regret?]: there's 6 in my mind at the current moment and the number is rising so i'll stop thinking about it

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[I know]: somethings, hopefully
[I want]: to sleep
[I wish]: life would be fair
[I hate]: i don't think anything specifically...
[I miss]: a lot of things, list also increasing
[I fear]: fear
[I love]: to read
[I ache]: a lot? another tylenol please.
[I care]: about those who matters to me
[I always]: breathing would be the first thought, like victoria
[I dance]: if i ever learn how to
[I cry]: not when anyone's around
[I do not always]: behave rationally
[I write]: stories, songs, poems...
[I confuse]: people (only sometimes on purpose), and occasionally myself (not on purpose)
[I can usually be found]: in my room
[I need]: more time
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: no
[favorite place to be kissed?]: ten feet away from me?
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: what's "something"?

-ARE.YOU.A-
[wuss]: depends
[druggie]: no
[gang member]: no
[daydreamer]: a bit too much at times
[alcoholic]: no. i still can't stand wine
[freak]: only halfway insane though...
[brat]: rarely, i hope
[goody-goody]: occasionally
[angel]: far from it
[devil]: scary thought isn't it?
[friend]: whose?
[shy]: depends
[talkative]: only when my brain starts to stutter, then i start to stutter a bit too
[adventurous]: in a impish sort of way i supppose *shrug*
[intelligent]: eh. i can at least reassure myself that i'm not dumb.

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: has yet to be found
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: self-expression/people relation deficiency (ironic, isn't it? with all the stuff i write)
[most annoying thing you do]: logically reason and analyze everything to the very end to drive the point home. unless kate would like to add something else.
[biggest mistake you've made this year]: more than one.
[describe your personality in one word]: me
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: i'm not very physically noticeable and i'd prefer to stay that way please
[person you regret sleeping with]: n/a
[a smell that makes you smile]: cucumber mint
[a country you'd like to visit]: too many, can't pick one. let's all go globe trotting one day!
[a drink you order most often]: ice tea
[a delicious dessert]: not a habit
[a book you highly recommend]: i can't exactly think of anything that people will just like to read it in general...my taste in books is pretty ecletic. but i like "the little prince" too. currently one of my fav. book is "the martian chronicles" but i think it's a bit too weird to some people.
[your favorite band]: n/a
[a film you could watch over and over]: book preferred (yes i'm a dork)
[a TV show you watch regularly]: n/a
[your transportation]: bus
[your cologne or perfume]: none
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: i found this pair of shoes under my bed that i didn't know i possess till a week ago.

Monday, March 22, 2004

oh yea, susan, guess what?

MR MORSE CAME UP TO ME AND SAID THAT OUR DBQ PROJECT WAS 'VERY GOOD' :D *squeal*

wheee, vicotria provides the best surveys

FIRSTS
First job: nada
First screen name: in aim it was lusinev87 i believe
First funeral: my grandmother's close friend.
First pet: a cat
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: meh, i forgot what it is, i don't use it
First Kiss: meh
First one that mattered: meh
First love: how do you tell if it was love or not?
First enemy: i don't really..have enemies. Actually, this girls in Russia I guess. Lera Volkova.
First big trip: Germany
First concert: hmm. either this armenian singer or this russian one [filip kirkorov]
First musician you remember hearing in your house: valerii leontiev [also russian]

LAST
Last car ride: last week w/parents
Last library book checked out: sat II math -_______-
Last movie watched: rewatched Rat Race
Last beverage drank: orange juice
Last food consumed: bbq left over from mom's bday
Last phone call: kate
Last CD played: something of bon jovi's
Last soda drank: pepsi
Last ice cream eaten: a nestle vanilla sandwiched inbetween cookies
Last shirt worn: white w/pink stripes
Last website visited: neopets -____-

NOW
Sex: female
Birthday: july 4, 1987
Sign: cancer
Siblings: none
Hair colour: dark brown
Eye colour: dark brown
Shoe size: 8-9
Height: 5'6"

RIGHT NOW, WHAT ARE YOU
Wearing: dark blue pants and a white tshir w/pink stripes. and spongebob slipper :D
Thinking about: life
Listening to: russian radio online

-W I T H .T H E. P R E F E R R E D. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: the expression on their face
[last person you slow danced with?]: ahaha this is REALLY sad. if we dont count p.e., than with this one guy *blush* in 3rd grade's prom.

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: meh
[easiest to talk to]: my best friend

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: let's just say 'no' and leave it at that.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: kate
[hugged]: mom
[you instant messaged]: Victoria :)
[you laughed with]: probably christine in chem. don't really remember.

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer]: taht would be quite a pitiful life O_O *shudder*
[what's your favorite foods?]: meh, a lot of stuff
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: depends on the extent of pain

-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken?]: i don't think anyone ever got a chance to
[of boys I have kissed?]: 0
[of girls I have kissed?]: 0
[of drugs taken illegally?]: o
[of tight friends?]: a few. i'm lucky that way
[of cd's that I own?]: 10+ can't really count
[of scars on my body?]: 1 for sure
[of things in my past that I regret?]: >.<

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[I know]: when to quite
[I want]: to choose the right path
[I wish]: all my friends could be happy
[I hate]: injustice
[I miss]: my best friend and my childhood
[I fear]: getting older
[I love]: to paint
[I ache]: sometimes
[I care]: too much
[I always]: wander
[I dance]: alone
[I cry]: while hiding
[I do not always]: accept people
[I write]: emails
[I confuse]: people
[I can usually be found]: in my room
[I need]: "a hot guy with a british accent". ahaha sorry, victoria, that quote's too cool.
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: people tried to make me
[favorite place to be kissed?]: why do you ask? o.O
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: yeah

-ARE.YOU.A-
[wuss]: yeah
[druggie]: no
[gang member]: yea lol. well, we amuse ourselves into thinking we're a gang. it's a summer thing.
[daydreamer]: *sigh* yes
[alcoholic]: nope *hic*
[freak]: a good one too!
[brat]: dunno
[goody-goody]: perhaps
[angel]: nuh
[devil]: nuh
[friend]: i tend to think so
[shy]: not nearly as badly shy as i used to be >.<
[talkative]: when i'm hyper
[adventurous]: in my head
[intelligent]: sorta

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: dunno..i find good friends?
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: too stubborn i guess
[most annoying thing you do]: ask ppl too many questions. sorry guys -_______-
[biggest mistake you've made this year]: ugh.
[describe your personality in one word]: complex
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: used to be my eyes i think. now suddenly ppl like my hair O_O
[person you regret sleeping with]: heh
[a smell that makes you smile]: roses
[a country you'd like to visit]: france, egypt, japan, and others
[a drink you order most often]: smoothy
[a delicious dessert]: ice cream
[a book you highly recommend]: The Little Prince (and HARRY POTTER)
[your favorite band]: bon jovi
[a film you could watch over and over]: a lot of them. a LOT. Pirates is the last one. I've seen it like 4 times already in the last 3 months and I'm still not tired of it.
[a TV show you watch regularly]: Simpsons
[your transportation]: feet
[your cologne or perfume]: none
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: the entrance to the underground passage which leads to victoria's snape shrine. disclaimer: those two things do not exist. or so we make you think.

Sunday, March 21, 2004

obsessive-compulsive victoria?

guess this works on some people =P

Friday, March 19, 2004

well, Astra thinks Nica is a faerie, so I'm pretty close... :)

top 13:
1. Fairy/Pixie
2. Wizard
3. Elf
4. Hobbit
5. Unicorn
6. Witch
7. Mermaid
8. Dragon
9. Griffin
10. sucubus/incubus (searched in google. this seems to be some sort of devil creature according to pics i found)
11. .5cat/.5human
12. siren
13. vampire

this is sorta complex quiz

http://selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=you

you get a series of results (13 to be exact) of which fae creature you are the most like and which you are the least like, with 1 being the most.
here's my results

1. wizard
2. witch
3. elf
4. half cat, half human
5. hobbit
6. dragon
7. griffin
8 unicorn
9 mermaid
10 fairy/pixie
11 sucubus/incubus (what's this?)
12 siren
13 vampire

  • My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, What fairy-tale creature are you?, is Wizard

  • Tuesday, March 16, 2004

    haha

    i love that chapter in the third book. harry told him to 'shut up' *happy*

    "Mr. Moony presents his compliments to Professor Snape, and begs him to keep his abnormally large nose out of other people's business."
    "Mr. Prongs agrees with Mr. Moony, and would like to add that Professor Snape is an ugly git."
    "Mr. Padfoot would like to register his astonishment that an idiot like that ever became a professor."

    -_-''

    am i the only person who's ever dreamed of flying?
    you guys are WEIRD.
    >:[
    screw teleporting.

    i am procrastinating

    Part One - Names
    1. Your REAL Name: Zhang, Shuxiao. that's as real as it can get anyhow.

    2. What friends call you: susan [here], zhang shuxiao [china]
    3. What your boy/girl friend calls you: n/a
    4. What's a name you once wished you'd rather have?: hm never thought about that. my name will do as it is because it's only a name and it's plausible.
    5. What is/are the ugliest name(s) you can think of?: certain chinese names that sounds terrible and some english names that i can't pronounce or spell.
    6. What would you name these if you had them as pets?
    a. turtle: river
    b. goose: silly
    c. pirate: i hope i won't have to go within 1 mile of one, much less have one for a pet.
    d. a hot girl: also not a pet-able thing.

    7. If there was a song about you, what would it be called? "the stories not told"

    8. What would you name your kids?: i have to decide on having kids first. (btw- what is it with girls naming their future son andrew?)

    9. What would you name a ship you built?: hope
    10. If you wrote a book, what would it be called? depends on what the book's about



    Part Two - Have you ever...
    11. Thrown up in public?:no
    12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: yes

    13. Had a rip in your pants you didn't know about?: no
    14. Tripped while checking someone out?: no. i've tripped but i've never checked someone out (assuming, of course, that i have the correct definition of "checking someone out)

    15. Had to pay for something you broke?: no
    16. Nearly drowned?: only in a distrubing dream
    17. Passed out?: came close a few times but managed to sit down before i actually did.

    18. Had a crush on somebody NOT single?: never had a crush.
    19. Been stuck in the rain?: many times
    20. Been attacked by an animal?: dog
    21. Caught people having sex?: ew no!
    22. Fallen asleep while driving?: no, i don't drive

    23. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: no
    24. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: no
    25. Made a wish that came true?: not sure.



    Part Three - Complete The Sentence
    26. I once had a dream i was kissing ... ew that must be a nightmare then
    27. I'm only racist towards .... humans?
    28. I don't even know why I'm ... taking this quiz- it's so LONG!!

    29. I'd give anything to have sex with ... ew no one. there's a lot of stuff that i don't want to give up for anything.
    30. Nothing sucks more than having to ... walk away from a dream because it's not meant for you
    31. If i had six bucks i'd buy ... a book
    32. It's hot. I should take off my ... sweater

    33. It's always more fun if you ... are with friends
    34. You can't eat steak without ... having a steak first

    35. You better shut up before I ... do/say something that we'll both regret

    36. Just put it on my ... desk.
    37. I really like you and everything ... just kidding!
    38. I'm not who you think I am. I'm really a ... if i'm been deceptive there must be a good reason and therefore why would i tell the person i'm decieving why i'm decieving them because doesn't that ruin the whole point?

    39. Dude! i did not just say "dude"!




    Part Four - What would you do if..
    40. A dirty old guy at the airport slaps your ass?: get him in trouble with someone working there and leave him to explain.

    41. You witness somebody about to steal your car?: run toward that person if there's anything i can use as a weapon nearby, if not, memorize their face and my own license plate and immediately get help.

    42. You wake up with a billion spiders crawling all over you and your bed?: there can't be a billion spiders- they won't fit. provided a lesser number that fits, however, i'd get them off of me first, then open the doors and windows and try to get them outside as fast as possible
    43. You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: i have better control that that

    44. The person you just kissed tells you they have oral herpes?: ew more reason i'm not going to kiss anyone

    45. A genie let's you have three wishes?: make three wishes because it seems wrong somehow to wish for more wishes (i have a odd moral system, leave me alone)
    46. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be made illegal and one thing to be legallized? illegal- fighting a war against another country without enough evidence/reasons. legal- given the current news and the people i know- same sex marriage. not enough people care enough for others, so if they do it should be made legal.
    47. Britney Spears was at your front door asking for jumper cables?: tell her the truth that i don't have jumper cables and point to a neighbor who might have one.
    48. You had a time machine?: i'd travel around in time, but i'll return her in the end because as much as i hate a lot of the events here and now, here and now is where my friends and family are.

    49. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: have it as an open-ended show for all the good causes and people who needes the publicity.
    50. Would you rather find the cure for cancer or the cure for aids?: both or neither. if neither i'd devote my time to find a cure for a more common disease that is also deadly.
    51. Would you rather have the power to fly, or the power to teleport?: teleport- i worry about airplanes and jets
    52. Would you rather have the power to see the future, or the power to record your dreams?: i can already sort of record my dreams (it takes practice) so that's not much of a decision. call me pessimistic but i don't think i really want to see the future.
    53. Would you rather be really skinny, or really fat?: skinny because it's easier to become fat than it is to become skinny.
    54. Would you rather be lost in a forest, or stuck in a box?: it depends on the type of forest and the type of box

    55. Would you rather be in a drama movie, or a comedy?: both are pretty bad for me
    56. Would you rather be in a hip hop video or a rock video?: what's the difference?

    57. Would you rather have your birthday on Christmas Day, or on February 29th?: Feb 29. it suites me better than christmas

    58. Would you rather live in the sewer, or in Afghanistan?: there're a lot of sewers in the world and there're (hopefully) more than one city in afghanistan.

    59. Would you rather be in a mental institution or in a penitentiary? my head is my mental institution, it's the best one there is i think.
    60. Would you rather snow board or hang glide?: hang glide because it's like flying at an area where you don't have to worry about planes.
    61. Would you rather be a ninja or a pirate?: ninja. i'm not that fond of the sea.

    Part Six - What's the FIRST thing that comes to your mind when you read the following words?
    62. Courage: red badge
    63. Driver: car

    64. Yoga: yogurt (don't ask me why)
    65. Bakery: bread
    66. Roach: the bug?

    67. Mushroom: fungi!

    68. Sprung: spring

    69. Exotic: bird

    70. Pythagorean: greek person

    Part Seven - Miscellaneous
    71. Construct an acronym for these words.

    a. S O L R A C: Something Other Like Randomn Agreement Contracts

    b. D A N G E R: Doomed And Not Greatly Energetically Ready

    c. C H I N A: Chicken Housese In National Aerospace (don't ask)
    d. R P G: Radar Percentage Graph

    72. What is your definition of love? respect, kindness, courtesy, loyalty, desire, something like that i guess

    73. List 3 words that are clues to identifying a person you are currently interested in: does not exist (3 words!)
    74. Reveal a secret about you that nobody knows of, but type it in acronym form. ICDASP
    75. Close your eyes, turn around, and then open them. why on earth would i do that?

    76. Were you too scared to do it?: i'd say exasperated, but sure, if you insist.

    77. Who or what is your worst enemy?: ignorance
    78: Who is the last person you kicked?: don't remember

    79. If you had to be a chess piece, which piece would you be?: knight, take a guess why...

    80. Name three people you know whose names begin with the last letter of your first name : Natalie, Nathan...that's it.
    81. What's one romantic thing somebody's done for you?: kate gave me a rose for valentine's day...does that count?

    82. If you had to break one of your bones, which bone would it be?: oh this is a hard one. left finger pinky



    Part Eight - What Is Your Counter Argument?
    (Example: "You suck." ~~> "No YOU suck.")
    83. "Guys want nothing buT action." just leave me out of it if you do.
    84. "Only idiots watch The Simpsons." but only idiots dares to loudly call others idiots.

    85. "Kentucky is way better than cali." give three valid reasons why please.

    86. "There's nothing wrong with stealing." fine fine. next time someone i know has something stolen i'll refer them to you.
    87. "Alcohol is the answer to ALL your problems." ah so that's why the crime rates are going up.
    88. "You don't need to go to college to be a brain surgeon." if that's your opinion may god have mercy on whoever comes under your hands
    89. "Music is stupid." and have you three good reasons to support your opinion?

    90. "Your car sucks." so does your taste.

    Monday, March 15, 2004

    is malvina leaving for certain?

    Sunday, March 14, 2004

    :'/
    NNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
    NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!
    NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    DON'T MOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    please please please DON'T MOVE!!!!

    ='(
    wherewhy?
    since the "when" is already answered.

    i'm guessing philadelphia...but why? why not at least wait till the end of the school year? why the hurry???



    if the blog layout changed i've nothing to do it- i haven't changed anything in the layout since i last uploaded the "lunatics" logo.

    Saturday, March 13, 2004

    :O
    noo

    ArmenianLuna: whnewhere why
    RussCutie: i dunno yet
    RussCutie: within the next 2 months

    is it just me..

    or did something change about the way our blog looks?

    Friday, March 12, 2004

    greetings, ms. neptune

    Earth
    You Came From Earth:
    You're normal, you're not from another planet and
    somewhat a little boring. You have a normal
    life and most everyone can figure you out.
    You're extremely smart though, that has to
    count for something.


    What Planet Did You Come From?
    brought to you by Quizilla

    so i guess i'm "not weird" after all.

    Thursday, March 11, 2004

    ahahahahah

    is it right to be not reading apush and surfing the net! damn right it's right!

    greetings, earthlings

    Neptune
    You Came From Neptune:
    You are very mysterious and have many
    personalities. You're very beautiful, but that
    is not your main feature, you have many
    features about you and unlike some people you
    want all features to stand out not just one,
    even though you usually hide most of your
    features.


    What Planet Did You Come From?
    brought to you by Quizilla
    tree shadow
    You are a forest shadow. Your essence is that of
    the tree or beast that casts you upon the
    earth. You feel a purpose to be in balance
    with the cycles of life and are wise and
    beautiful in your submission to the justice of
    Mother Nature. You are peaceful in nature and,
    though you feel small, your spirit is precious,
    strong, and mighty as the (green)forces with
    which it is affiliated. (please rate my quiz
    cuz it took me for freaking ever to create)


    What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
    brought to you by Quizilla

    and for the heart quiz i got the same as lucy

    Wednesday, March 10, 2004

    crystal heart
    Heart of Crystal


    What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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    got the same as malvina

    no more eeeequacking for me till thursday

    [eeeequack stands for EQs]

    Tuesday, March 09, 2004

    EeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeQuaaaaaaaaaaack

    just coz not much crazyniess has been here lately
    ;P

    quiz result for victoria

    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. vicky! because mainly it's shorter than victoria and you answered to it lol
    2. Am I loveable? after your own fashion, yeah
    3. How long have you known me? since freshman year
    4. When and how did we first meet? 9th grade seminar!
    5. What was your first impression? the asian girl in the group with the poster with a bunch of abstract shapes on it
    6. Do you still think that way about me now? no. seminar is long over and there're more interesting stuff to laugh at now.^^
    7. What do you think my weakness is? you tend to be too detail-oriented at times
    8. Do you think I'll get married? i don't think you'll marry snape
    9. What makes me happy? talking about snape, funny cows, food, food on a day without work
    10. What makes me sad? depression? there're some things but you seemed to be more annoyed than sad over
    11. What reminds you of me? the porcelain(sp?) cow i saw at that gift shop...
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? anything you ask for
    13. How well do you know me? reasonably i think
    14. When's the last time you saw me? today at brunch catching roley poley bugs
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yes
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? nope
    17. Describe me in one word. hm...peculiar. in a good way of course ^^
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? staying the same
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? hm no.
    20. ...after victoria's fashion...- soda
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? vanilla marmalade if i spelled that right, because it's the most interestingly fruity ice cream i've ever tried.
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? "i am cow" ever since i heard that on your cd.
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? i suppose make you less academically paranoid... c'mon vicky! stay with us! you have to live through highschool! lol
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? yes
    25. What makes me, me? your very *ahem* unique obessions, your quirkiness in general, even your fastidiousness (is that a word)?
    26. Would you make a move on me? no
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? probably

    Monday, March 08, 2004

    *imagines herself in lockhart's clothes*

    ..eeek? lol
    hmm i see a definite trend in the surveys about me *cough*hatesdecisions*cough*
    DAMN. Is it that obvious?
    =P
    and and i DO call people idiots..at an inaudible frequency. in sleep.
    haha, kidding. you just TRY pissing me off and I just might take away your voice, like I will take Johnska's!!

    Sunday, March 07, 2004

    whooo, victoria's in the house! or the blog. whatever. that quiz sounded like someone was pretending to be victoria though o_O

    Mrs. Snape. I mean, Victoria.
    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Vicky, coz it sounds crazy and loveable at the same time :D
    2. Am I loveable? Yes, except when you talk about Snape or roadkill. ;P jk
    3. How long have you known me? Since sophomore year.
    4. When and how did we first meet? In 5th period physics [sorry, no p.e. here]
    5. What was your first impression? "She must be Meeta's best friend." I was also scared to talk to you for some reason and I also noticed that you have the same calculator as me.
    6. Do you still think that way about me now? Nope, I know you're not *that* close of a friend of Meeta's and I'm not scared of you anymore :D In fact, I think you're awesome, cool, and funny. Also you must be immortal considering your schedule.
    7. What do you think my weakness is? You'd do anything for Snape =P Also, you freak out over every small thing!
    8. Do you think I'll get married? If only Alan Rickman was younger.. Lol, jk. Yea you will, you want to.
    9. What makes me happy? Snape, green, your shrine, friends, Snape, food, Snape, holidays, Snape, cows, and Snape are some of the things that make you happy.
    10. What makes me sad? People who don't like Snape [although you must be secretly happy that you don't have to share], school.
    11. What reminds you of me? Ahaha, Snape, of course. Also whenever I see/hear something random but very funny. Also cows, and since Friday, ties :D
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? Snape on a silver platter :D Also a smarter brain which would help you to realize how incredibly smart you already are. That made sesne, ok?? Plus money and admittence to Stanford [not that you need my help with that :].
    13. How well do you know me? Pretty well. I mean, you did share with me your great Shrine secret and the kidnapping of Snape. ahaha
    14. When's the last time you saw me? Friday in art, being strangled by ties.
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Don't think so.
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? Nah, unless they insulted Snape. Scratch that. I'm the proof that Victoria won't kill, no matter how much you make fun of Snape ;)
    17. Describe me in one word. Unique.
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? Stronger, but at Jerome's pace lol
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? Yea, you'd listen. You don't have to agree though ;)
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? Mint, coz it's green.
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? Well, nothing in particular that I can think of. Piano music does sometimes.
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? You wouldn't panic as much about grades.
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? yup :)
    25. What makes me, me? You. And mayo-less sandwiches.
    26. Would you make a move on me? No, Snape is too scary to compete with. =P
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? yupyup

    Saturday, March 06, 2004

    kate

    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. TK from all the times i heard you refer to yourself as "that kate." did you know that for at least three month now you've been refered to as "our kate"?
    2. Am I loveable? yes, even when you're trying to be a pain. ^^
    3. How long have you known me? since your freshman year
    4. When and how did we first meet? you started talking to me while we're waiting for the bus
    5. What was your first impression? "who is this tall blonde girl and why's she talking to me?"
    6. Do you still think that way about me now? well you are more than a tall blonde girl now. *grin* so i guess not.
    7. What do you think my weakness is? you get caught easily by the depressing things in life
    8. Do you think I'll get married? possibly.
    9. What makes me happy? time with friends...oh and "cake!" lol and astronomy/astrophysics books
    10. What makes me sad? a lot of people's lives, possibly yours and mine. the dark sides of life and the world in general
    11. What reminds you of me? pluto (the planet, not the dog)
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? whatever you asked for.
    13. How well do you know me? reasonably well i'd say. sorry for psychoanalyzing you earlier.
    14. When's the last time you saw me? friday lunch laughing at the tennis ball on the mural.
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yes. sometimes certain things you say would make me want to say something and then i'd remember who you are and realize that i can't possibly say that.
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? if you are pushed to your absolute mental limit then yes
    17. Describe me in one word. lost
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? it's pretty steady right now
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? probably. you may not get everything i'm saying and you may not like it but you'll probably listen
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? the coffee kind with almonds in them, i don't know what it's called. as for why- you can probably figure it out.
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? "i'm a hazard to myself" if that's the title of the song
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? hm...increase your faith/hope in all the good things in life
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? yes
    25. What makes me, me? your view points, sassy attitude toward life, reflections
    26. Would you make a move on me? no.
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? yes

    oh and

    Malvina, I'm not *that* big of a spongebob freak ;)

    ahh, kate, i didn't "request" you to do these -_-

    i'm only gonna do one for you, coz i'm not sure if the rest of the people still read the blog. if they ask me, i'll gladly do it for them :)
    Kate
    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Ms. Sarcasm. No explanation needed, yes?
    2. Am I loveable? Yes.
    3. How long have you known me? Only this schoolyear! That's not counting all the past lives we've had together, coz I feel like I've known you for quite longer than 1 semester [oh dear, counting time in school-days. not a good sign]
    4. When and how did we first meet? It wasn't p.e. actually. Susan introduced us at brunch and after seeing your Voltaire poster I shouted "You're a sophomore!!" Sorry -_-
    5. What was your first impression? "That's the person whose diary susan was reading?" Later came the sophomore thing mentioned above.
    6. Do you still think that way about me now? Erm, yes?
    7. What do you think my weakness is? YOu underestimate yourself too much and get depressed easily.
    8. Do you think I'll get married? If you'll want to.
    9. What makes me happy? Playdough (sp?), tv, good books, good friends, music.
    10. What makes me sad? Life, basically.
    11. What reminds you of me? Simpsons, blue things, astronomy stuff, yoga, and russian music.
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? Real happiness.
    13. How well do you know me? Pretty well. I think.
    14. When's the last time you saw me? Friday at lunch.
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Probably nothing serious.
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? No. Just hurt. A lot. If you needed to.
    17. Describe me in one word. Dreamer.
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? Stronger.
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? Yea. Unless you're really upset about something.
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? Lemon sherbet, coz that's my favorite ;)
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? A lot of russian songs.
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? Your family.
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? Yup.
    25. What makes me, me? You. [which includes making up personalities for my shoes]
    26. Would you make a move on me? Haha, no. Buddies 4ever!
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? Yuppy.
    does kate want a quiz report for her too?

    Friday, March 05, 2004

    the quiz for lucy

    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. lucy! going by that ever since kate picked it because it's short and easy to spell for my spelling-challenged brain.
    2. Am I loveable? hm yeah.
    3. How long have you known me? 2 years
    4. When and how did we first meet? math soph year. (yes malvina i really hated that math class, so did lucy, so don't attack us)
    5. What was your first impression? "the girl in the bright spongebob shirt- why'd anyone want to wear something with big blue eyes that has 3 eyelash per eye?"
    6. Do you still think that way about me now? i know where armenia is! you are more of a hp fan than a spongebob fan, that's what i learned.
    7. What do you think my weakness is? trying to please everyone...you should occasionally put yourself first and get in touch with what you really want.
    8. Do you think I'll get married? if you ever find someone just right
    9. What makes me happy? friends, art, not having to do homework/not having homework, family
    10. What makes me sad? when others are sad, not being able to make a choice that will be perfect for everybody
    11. What reminds you of me? puppy...sort of innocent, loyal, eager to please ^^
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? as i said before...if i could give you anything i'd ask you what you want the most...
    13. How well do you know me? pretty well
    14. When's the last time you saw me? at lunch, laughing over the pictures you took during art
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? no
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? no
    17. Describe me in one word. kind
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? stronger i think
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? hm...i think you would try to listen no matter what i say...though i may or may not make sense.
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? cookie n' creme...special...sort of a blend blend between 2 things (normal and weird)
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? songs...songs...songs..."i can't wait"-hillary duff
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? i wouldn't change anything...i'd maybe give you more self confidence...maybe
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? yes
    25. What makes me, me? talking to inanimate objects, infalliable ability to see the good in everything, kindness
    26. Would you make a move on me? knowing what it means now- ew no.
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? yes.

    ... I guess I'll do this for both of you. Care to do one for me? ^^ Anybody else want it?

    MALVINA
    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Hm, I dunno, Honey-Bunny? Because you're sweet and cute, of course.
    2. Am I loveable? Of course, *patpat*
    3. How long have you known me? Since sophomore year I believe.
    4. When and how did we first meet? First period P.E. :]
    5. What was your first impression? OOo, someone Russian!
    6. Do you still think that way about me now? Well, you're still russian [or ukranian]. But now you're also my niece.
    7. What do you think my weakness is? Boys.
    8. Do you think I'll get married? Unless someone turns this world upside down.
    9. What makes me happy? Music, love and dirty jokes.
    10. What makes me sad? Not seeing Jason for 5 min ;) Math, army, and violence make you ANGRY.
    11. What reminds you of me? Smiley faces.
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? Jason on a silver platter.
    13. How well do you know me? Somewhere in the middle between Nothing and Everything.
    14. When's the last time you saw me? Today at brunch
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Don't think so.
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? Haha, no way. Unless they tried to take away Jason. Hm.
    17. Describe me in one word. Cheerful.
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? Pretty steady.
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? Hell no. I'm afraid of that sweatshirt *takes cover and hides math book*
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? I'll go with strawberry too, coz you're Strawverry ShortCake.
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? Cher's songs coz u sing them all the time.
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? You wouldn't squeal quite as loud. Scratch that, your squealing is amusing after all.
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? Yeah.
    25. What makes me, me? You.
    26. Would you make a move on me? No, the line of your 'customers' is too long ;]
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? I'm pretty sure that yes.

    SUSAN.
    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. gah!! i really can't think of anything. Susan is not nickname-giveable.
    2. Am I loveable? Not right away ;P
    3. How long have you known me? Since last year also.
    4. When and how did we first meet? Math class *hides from malvina*
    5. What was your first impression? She must be smart.
    6. Do you still think that way about me now? Yup, I was right ^^
    7. What do you think my weakness is? You're too serious and you don't like sweets :O
    8. Do you think I'll get married? Only if someone turns this world upside down. [i'm not being mean, i know you don't *want* to]
    9. What makes me happy? Your friends, free time, good books, and ms uji canceling a bio test.
    10. What makes me sad? war
    11. What reminds you of me? science fiction
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? hmmm, your own publishing company and a very cool computer.
    13. How well do you know me? Pretty well I think.
    14. When's the last time you saw me? At lunch today, attacking Anna with a brush.
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Nah.
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? No, don't think so. Unless it was in self-defence.
    17. Describe me in one word. Mature.
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? Maybe stronger but very slowly.
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? Yea. Except maybe if it was about an obsession over a boy. Not that it would ever happen to me *nervous glance*
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? Mint chocolate-chip. I think that's your favorite.
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? Songs about outsiders, coz i automatically connect them to that evil project -_-
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? You'd eat candy more often and jump up and down from excitement once in a while [like Kate]
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? Si si.
    25. What makes me, me? You.
    26. Would you make a move on me? -_- No. And by the way, Susan, this means like flirting.
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? Yup yup.

    malvina's quiz

    1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. hm..."sunny" i guess, because your disposition reminds me of sunshine...warm and cheery and golden.
    2. Am I loveable? lol. yes. except when you attack people with sweaters, then you are scary.
    3. How long have you known me? 2 years i think
    4. When and how did we first meet? discussing tea in p e class it was.
    5. What was your first impression? "ooo someone else who likes tea!"
    6. Do you still think that way about me now?7. What do you think my weakness is? hm i don't think as much about tea now...i know more about your personality i think that's why. your weakness? i think is that you have the tendency to let your feelings rule over your rationale- a vice or a virtue- depends on the situation.
    8. Do you think I'll get married? yes!
    9. What makes me happy? thinking about getting married, being around friends, when you are singing and dancing (and when you are dreaming about who you're marrying perhaps?)
    10. What makes me sad? some people's lives, really good sad stories.
    11. What reminds you of me? like i said...sunshine
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be? anything you'd want? since the prelude was that i can give you anything
    13. How well do you know me? well enough to be considered a friend i hope. ^^
    14. When's the last time you saw me? today at brunch.
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? don't think so...
    16. Do you think I could kill someone? no
    17. Describe me in one word. sweet
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? hm...never thought about it so i guess it's staying the same
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? no. i think if i start anything math related you'll be either zone off or yell or attack me with a sweater
    21. If I was an ice cream flavour, which would I be and why? ...i don't know many flavors...strawberry because it's sweet?
    22. What song (if any) reminds you of me? "love can move mountains" if that's the name of it... (sorry i dont know many songs either)
    23. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? i wouldn't change anything because if i did it wouldn't be malvina anymore. ^^
    24. Do you consider me a good friend? yes
    25. What makes me, me? your spurts of optimism and songs and energy coupled with your sunny personality
    26. Would you make a move on me? huh?
    27. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? i don't keep track...probably.


    if you guys have time to do this for me too that'd be great. i'm very curious to what i might end up getting... *apprehensive*

    i disagree...animals that bite me are not necesarily cute...

    HASH(0x8b49200)
    You are the tree-loving faerie. The Earth Faerie.
    Nature is your friend, all the little animals
    are cute and cuddly, even those that bite. You
    are a strong friend, people have a tendancy to
    go to you when they are feeling sad. You have a
    motherly instinct and always want to kiss away
    the tears.


    What's your inner Faerie?
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    you are welcome lucy. :-) i hope i was of some help. lol.

    Thursday, March 04, 2004

    ahahaha not -_-

    changed my mind again, but this time it doesn't feel bad. thank you, susan for talking to me ^_^ Sorry to take up your time =[ Those ideas I had were just a result of trying to cut the corners. bad lucy, bad. =P

    nevr mind, i ruined it for myself

    how lame am i

    how FRIGGIN LAME AM I

    to actually *want* to take calculus
    Just for the heck of it, y'know?

    Maybe I should give up on science.

    *THINKS LONG AND HARD*

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!

    yesyesyesyesyes that's it that's it that's it

    i know what to do

    I won't take English at all next year [since I have 40 english credits already, even though they're not all college-prep] and i won't apply to colleges. Or maybe I won't take Calc instead and take English after all, so I don't forget how to write.

    I'll take classes at De Anza for a year or two after high school, which will give me more than enough time to decide what I want to do by the time I get to be a college Junior.

    This seems so perfect. Don't ruin it for me.
    HASH(0x8ac08a8)
    A dreamer. You are the Faerie of the Moonlight. A
    calm spirit who feels alone. You sometimes find
    yourself crying, but can not figure out the
    reason. You have a fear of being used. People
    have hurt you, and you do not know if you can
    trust them. You lose yourself in writing or
    reading, a very creative faerie. People want to
    be your friend, but you don't know if you want
    to be theirs. Sometimes you classify yourself
    as an outcast, but you try to be content with
    your tears. At least you'll always have your
    fantasies..


    What's your inner Faerie?
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    'sometimes you find yourself crying but can not figure out the reason'
    so true
    right now
    *cries*
    http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/sceresian/

    please help me pick a poem! choose the best one or your fav. one or something along those lines. thanks!

    Wednesday, March 03, 2004

    Magic_Angel
    Magic


    ?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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    "change people's minds/make people reconsider" is reminding a bit about my convo with lucy when she decided she wanted to be an economist. i feel so very guilty right now because well...she finally made up her mind for something and i changed it and now she's uncertain again...
    sorry lusine!
    Angel_sea
    Sea


    ?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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    nah...she looks too tranquil to be sansia

    i got the same result as lucy

    Tuesday, March 02, 2004

    This should be Sansia..

    Faery
    What Mythical Creature are You?(W/pics)

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    You are a Faery, also known as a fairy, or a Sidhe. You are the sprite or spirit of all aspects of nature... Aswell aou are a mischievous creature, who loves to have fun. You like to play with human's minds through your games, though you do not harm them. Or try not to...
    for the result that kate got (not the pure angel one but the other earlier one) - i started cracking up when i read the part "don't let this affect and don't plan out an elaborate way to kill them". *ahem*. how come the goddess of light seemed to be the most violent goddess?

    wait there's an ANGEL in this picture?

    magic
    Your a Magical Angel!Out of all the angels, you are
    the one most afflicted with magic. You can do
    many enchantments as well as sorcery. You cant
    do black magic, because even though your not so
    "pure" your still an angel. A very
    kind and curious one at that. Magical Angels
    are always very easy-going with humans, but
    intrestingly enough, like to expirement with
    them with their spells.


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    Monday, March 01, 2004

    UHhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    half
    Your half- angel. Not exactly human, but not quite
    angel, you walk on earth freely. Half-Angels
    have no wings, but tend to show some signs.
    Some ways to notice these are that the girl
    never menstrates, she cannot bleed, and her
    touch seems to give of a glow. No one really
    knows how half-angels are born. Some say that
    when a child is born, one of the angels blesses
    her with her gifts. Others say that they are
    cursed creatures, because half-angels cannot
    die, while their familly and friends around
    them do. Hlaf-Angels are very beautiful and
    Kind, and have the power to speak to animals,
    but at the same time, sad that they are this
    way. Some Half-Angels love being human. Being
    able to see, smell, hear, taste,and feel are
    all miracles to them. They crave to be more
    human-all the time.


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