My mom is just starting to realize that, well, I'm a bit of an outsider. Guess I can't blame her since I'm not too much of an outsider for it to have been noticeable. But now she's all anxious about me not being social enough, and not having established a circle of friends at university yet, and you're turning 19! you should be acting more like a normal girl blossoming into a woman!

..yea, i'm not exaggerating the phrasing or anything. I guess all these years she'd been hoping all the weird parts of me would go away with childhood. Also, what the heck, I've changed schools like 3 times and I don't remember ever turning up at home the next week with a couple dozen of my closest friends that I'd managed to make.

I also feel the need to hire a fake boyfriend or something (she's asking about any guys i like more and more often). After all, that always works out in the movies. And it's not like I don't want a boyfriend, I don't think any of them want me =P

Anyway, this isn't that big of a thing, I just always like posting here. The blog must have cast a magic spell on me so it won't die lonely and without posts for weeks on end.